It is difficult to deal with a highly sensitive temperament.
I was terribly worn out at the time. What have I done to get to where I am today? I don't really remember. And by no means am I completely at ease now.
I carried a minimal amount of equipment and recorded some improvisations on the way home. In the end, it lasted 26 days. I couldn't help but express something and spit it out.
Later, I processed those materials and finished the works.
I am not sure at this time what exactly this works.
But there is no doubt that it saved me at the time.
field recording:recorded in May-June 2023